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I am not in a good head space.
I haven't even started Aikido, and I just re-injured my rotator cuff trying to put together a chest of drawers for my mother. I am angry that she asked me to do something she knew very well I do not have the mental capacity to do -- it had like 30 pieces to it -- and I am angry that just lifting some wood was enough to leave me in pain.
Everything causes me pain. My body is falling apart and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I haven't even started Aikido, and I just re-injured my rotator cuff trying to put together a chest of drawers for my mother. I am angry that she asked me to do something she knew very well I do not have the mental capacity to do -- it had like 30 pieces to it -- and I am angry that just lifting some wood was enough to leave me in pain.
Everything causes me pain. My body is falling apart and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
