Deleting this journal?

[arche_apeiron]

 I am thinking of migrating my journal again to another platform.

Dreamwidth is less dead than Livejournal, but not by much. Plus, like Livejournal, the aesthetics are quite ugly.

I have been struggling with a lot of depression the past couple of weeks. Depression and severe fatigue and anxiety. I won't go into the causes, but it sucks regardless of the cause.

I took today off of work. I needed a vacation day, but I have to do some cleaning, so it is only a quasi-vacation day. I'd rather just sit on my couch and maybe even go back to bed, but that wouldn't be productive. I also am going to my mother's and need to stop by the bank because she needs money. I also need to stop by the pharmacy to pick up meds for my one cat. Oh, I also need to go to Home Depot to buy some knobs and pick up a wall plate

Yes, stopping by the bank and the pharmacy and Home Depot sounds overwhelming to me. I am dreading leaving the house. 

I also need to cook.

Fuck. 

I met with someone for dinner yesterday. She is a lovely woman, just met her. But my depression and anxiety made it a very unpleasant experience. 

It is a sunny day out, though it looks quite cold. I am looking forward to May. 

I wish I had the Wizarding World of Harry Potter in my backyard like a certain friend has in his. I don't think I would ever move to Florida, but I think I may be at my happiest when I've been there. I am guessing if I could go anytime I wanted it would cease to be a balm for me.
 

Comments

[root_tracer0963]

It's ironic that you feel you have been at your happiest when you've been down here in Florida. I moved down here from Ohio, and aside from where I grew up, Ohio has been where I have been the happiest. The only thing I like about Florida is the mild winters.

[arche_apeiron]

I wouldn't say I like Florida very much. There is a tackiness vibe to it or something. I just love the park. And not Universal at large so much. Just the Harry Potter section, lol.

[liri_stargazer]

You sound like someone who enjoys the heat. I am someone who loves the seasons and winters so definitely no Florida for me!

It is a goal of mine to get to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter, though!

[arche_apeiron]

I prefer dry heat and winters that are like fall. I hate, hate, hate the winters.

[arche_apeiron]

But I'd be willing to sweat myself into a pool of frizzy muck to go WWHP again.